ada yang tengah menjerit..

ada yang tengah gelak..

ada yang tengah mengumpat..

ada yang tengah tunjuk lagak.

kadang kadang.. aku suka pandang laptop aku sambil pakai headphones.. tapi sebenarnya tak pasang lagu.. saja nak tengok bunyi apa yang akan keluar. bunyi orang mengumpat ke, bergossip ke.

the outcome is very.. funny i tell ya.

this morning i was listening to hitz fm.. and today’s topic was questioning the public’s opinion on “I do not…”

so there was comments from the public like:

“i do not like people digging their nose in the car”

“i do not like people who tunjuk lagak”

but something that i can relate to is a comment from this listener:

“i do not like people who konon speak in an australian/american/british slang when they didnt go out of malaysia”

menyampah aku duduk dalam meeting tadi.. ada la mamat ni cakap slang american dia punya pekat.. tapi bila cakap cina.. macam apek.

another occurence was in my ex-co.. where my art director spoke in a very pekat american slang. and i asked him.

“Did you study or stayed overseas or something to have that kind of slang”

“No.. I watched a lot of CSI”

yucks. fucking menjengkelkan.

However, it is slightly more riskier when you post notes, blogs or status updates on social network pages such as facebook because people can just simply put you down in front all of your contacts. And what would be sucky is that the person who comment to your writings, is your best friend.

The person may not mean any harm, but truthfully it’s kind of a public humiliation.. no?

a. Family

b. Friends

c. Partner

To tell you the truth. I would say family. But put the situation where your family is out of town.

a.Family

b. Friends

c. Partner

I would still take out another 2 options.

a.Family

b. Friends

c. Partner

The person that you can count on is yourself. Only yourself.

Its really eff up when you need someone to help you. Or when you’re really desparate and they are not there for you. Its a bit sucky that when they have asked for your favor to be there for them and you’re always there.

What if it was about life and death.

Lagi orang lari. People listed above (except for family of course) they don’t want to be accountable for your pain.

Fuck you. really.

And in time you will too…

Emo gile.

Quoting from gadisjahat.blogspot.com

“Egois tu tak elok. Tapi kadang-kadang penting supaya tak nampak dungu kalau asyik kena pijak. Bila aku cakap rindu, maknanya egois tu aku dah kikis pakai kertas pasir.”

Indeed people who has like a mountain of ego should just cap it and put it away, what good can it bring to the world. Susah orang nak bertolak ansur.

Instead of making things easy, these people are the ones who makes life more complicated. Kan senang kalau cakap straight and tak berselindung. I mean, really, what is the point of you being too egoistical and would not let others to understand what you want?

Macam macam la perangai orang.

Kenapa burger selalu dihidangkan bersama french fries?

Kenapa ini, kenapa itu.

Probably that’s how life is.

Well, I’ve noticed that I didn’t introduce myself properly earlier. Aside from the fact that I am a girl. I like girls too. I’ve always been a bisexual but I think over this couple of years, I am definitely a full on lesbian.

Mostly I am into girls, but at times when the girls are not available.. I would turn to guys to satisfy me.

Some guys call me a big tease. I call them over, they would do me and at the time that they want to be serviced, I just tell them:

“Sorry, I don’t think so. Thanks anyways”

Call me an ass. But at times you gotta be selfish you know. HAHA. And damn, by putting what I just wrote… Indeed I look a bit slutty. Fuck it.

It’s not only girl’s do it. Guys do it too.

Anyway, the reason why I’m more gay than usual is because of the fact that the guys I’ve been with. They appear to be nice and they also would do anything to make it look all sweet and sugar. But BAM. Once they get you all alone, started la nak gatal.

I’m sure some of you girls would’ve heard some lines when they start making out with you:

“I think we’re going too fast”

“Are you sure about this? I don’t want to push you”

But.. They keep on doing although you’ve said NO.

But I know for a fact that there are nice guys around, but not the one’s I’ve seen and heard about.

Maaf ya.

Hello world!

So yea. that will only be my form of introduction, no names.. no nothing.

To whoever who’s already hating this blog. Please go away.

To those of you who wants to continue reading, do stay. =)

So, anyway.. I do have another blog which people who reads them should know my identity and since life has decided to throw its -ve vibes on me lately, yesterday I had a thought..

“Why not write anonymously and talk freely about what happens in your life?”

“Maybe it would give others a chance to reflect, how cruel the world can be if you don’t play your cards right”

So.. with that thought (well, probably some of you at this point of time would think that I probably am a crazy person.. but heck) I decided to start a new blog and its all about badgering away!

Cheers.

Annoying jugak ye this welcome note? But heck, I’ve started a new blog and I think this would be more skewed to a more open blogging rather than jaga skema punya blog, so please.. HAVE FUN READING!